my friend power...

a friend proposed to his girlfriend yesterday. big event sia. got mediacock people come and film some more. got pic to prove also. power sia, pre-proposal he took his girlfriend up on the DHL hot air balloon at bugis the area there. the patchy things in the photo above is a photo mosiac of a teddy bear holding a heart, those cute cute furry teddy bear pics. so high up in the balloon, his girlfriend can see the mosiac.

kudos to my friend sia, damn romantic right?

taken from an excerpt of the afternoon msn conversation between me and him before the big event:

me: today your big day liao wor...
him: yah
him: your day will come also
me: what? me? wait long long lor...
him: long long? 99? 9x9=81...
me: .....

one fine day

if i were to fall down
one fine day
where would you be
if i was lost and couldnt be found
one of these days
what would you see

i'm not talking about the silly things
that you said to me
back when we were young and foolish
and the future was so faraway

i'm not talking about the silly dreams
that you heard from me
back when we were young and foolish
and the future was so faraway

now i, i cant explain
i cant describe
all the mixed emotions that i feel inside
and i, i cant deny
and i just cant hide
if i told you something else it would be just a lie

if somewhere sometime somehow
i didnt say goodbye
what would you say
and if the reason i wasnt there
i couldnt explain
would you even care

i'm not thinking about the senseless things
that you got from me
back when we were young and foolish
and the future's so faraway

i'm not talking about the senseless dreams
that you heard from me
back when we were young and foolish
and the future's just another day

now i, i cant explain
and i cant describe
all the mixed emotions that i feel inside
and i, i cant deny
and i just cant hide
if i told you something else it would be just a lie

if i were to fall down
one fine day
where would you be

I'm not in Love

I'm not in love

10cc

I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because
I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

I like to see you
But then again
That doesn't mean you mean that much to me
So if I call you
Don't make a fuss
Don't tell your friends about the two of us
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

I keep your picture
Upon the wall
It hides a nasty stain that's lying there
So don't you ask me
To give it back
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

Ooh you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh you'll wait a long time
Ooh you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh you'll wait a long time

I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made
I'm not in love
I'm not in love

missing you

i never knew
i never thought that much about you
now i'm confused
and i dont know why i'm so blue

i'm missing you
even though i never knew
the image of you keeps running through my head
and babe, i'm about to break
the image of you just wont fade

i never thought
through all the battles and wars i fought
that its all for naught
never thought that i'd get caught

i'm missing you
even though you'd never know
cant forget the image of you in my head
and girl, i'm about to break
but it seems that i'm just too late

will you still love me in the morning
when last night was just a memory
will you still be as loving
or will it all fade into history
will you still remember me
as time goes by
or will you forget all about me
and let the times we had fly

i'm missing you
even though no one ever knew
cant forget the picture of you in my head
i'm this much closer to break
as the whole world starts to fade...

stupid people

dated 9th august.

ever woke up one day feeling pissed, everyone's against you? that you just feel that the day's going to suck no matter what, and that you'd like nothing better than to blast the face off anyone and everyone you see with a sawn-off shotgun?

stepping out of home, every face i saw, to me, was the face of someone who voted for the stupid arses who are going to raise the transport fees, raise the taxes, raise ciggerette prices, raise every single bloody thing that can be raised except my bloody pay. those bloody 66.6% who voted for the incumbents must be equipped with the rosiest of rose glasses or bloody rich to shrug off the increases in daily expenses. its amazing how a little bribe before elections can just brush off the memories of past experiences. people get progress package money pre-elections, vote for people who give them the money, and after elections, the people who give the money raises taxes, prices, etc to gain back more money from the other people. and so the story goes.

who gives a damn about fireworks display? apparently, those 66.6% does. am i the only one who thinks and knows that all those fireworks are doing nothing than simply burning up the tax payers' money? if you're so excited about fireworks, why dont you take your own money, burn them and throw them up in the air?

guys n girls

i talk to a girl via instant messaging.

does it means that i like her? maybe.

does it means that i'm interested in her? could be.

does it means that i'm interested to 'jio' her as a girlfriend? i dont think so.

i dont really get the whole shenanigan about getting a girlfriend. i mean, why cant guys talk to girls normally as friends? whats so hard about having an entirely platonic relationship?

maybe it sounds as though i'm trying to convince myself. i'd admit, sometimes, it does. but i'm not entirely interested in relationships at this current stage in my life. friends are good enough for me. i'd be the first to admit, i'm not a ladies' man. in fact, the total female populace in my circle of acquaintances would probably amount to 1%. its not easy for me to speak easily and freely around the opposite gender, like the way i speak with my brudders, but there are some girls i know whom i feel perfectly at ease with. and i certainly dont get why the guys always seem to think i'm interested in this girl or that when i'm spotted having a IM conversation.

so let me put the record straight. i'm not interested in having a girlfriend right now. if that still doesnt work, i'd think i'm going to have to declare that i'm gay to put off all thos rumour mongers. *snigger.

so does it mean i'm interested in the girl?

maybe, but not now.