never mine

its been only five minutes since you left
and i'm missing you already
all this time i must have been dumb and deaf
trying to fight my feelings

must have been the biggest fool
caught up in my own fantasy
'cos i've been too lost in you
all this time too blind to see

that you were never gonna be mine
that chasing after you would be just another waste of time
you were always gonna be the desire that was to be denied
but i was then too blinded by my own selfish pride

all this time, all this while
all i ever wanted to say
i love you
i loved you ever since i met you

five months by since you left
and yet i'm still missing you
all this time it seemed i'm stuck in a crash
stuck here without a single clue

seems i'm always a step too late
never able to grasp the situation
to someone who doesnt ever seem to wait
bounded by conflicting emotions

you were never gonna be mine
chasing after you would be another waste of time
desire made flesh only to be denied
loving you it seemed would be a crime

all this time, all this while
all i ever wanted to say
i love you
i loved you ever since i saw you

all this while, all this time
all i ever wanted to say
i miss you
i've been missing you all this time

holding onto a fading memory
lost and drowned in my misery
seems to me i've lost you way back then

but you were never mine to begin with
you got your own free live to start living
i'm only fooling myself all this time

but all this time, all this while
all i ever wanted to say
but never had the chance to say
i love you
i loved you all this time
i loved you all this while