guys n girls

i talk to a girl via instant messaging.

does it means that i like her? maybe.

does it means that i'm interested in her? could be.

does it means that i'm interested to 'jio' her as a girlfriend? i dont think so.

i dont really get the whole shenanigan about getting a girlfriend. i mean, why cant guys talk to girls normally as friends? whats so hard about having an entirely platonic relationship?

maybe it sounds as though i'm trying to convince myself. i'd admit, sometimes, it does. but i'm not entirely interested in relationships at this current stage in my life. friends are good enough for me. i'd be the first to admit, i'm not a ladies' man. in fact, the total female populace in my circle of acquaintances would probably amount to 1%. its not easy for me to speak easily and freely around the opposite gender, like the way i speak with my brudders, but there are some girls i know whom i feel perfectly at ease with. and i certainly dont get why the guys always seem to think i'm interested in this girl or that when i'm spotted having a IM conversation.

so let me put the record straight. i'm not interested in having a girlfriend right now. if that still doesnt work, i'd think i'm going to have to declare that i'm gay to put off all thos rumour mongers. *snigger.

so does it mean i'm interested in the girl?

maybe, but not now.