story : insert

this isnt really the continuation of the story. its just an insert, rather, something like the author's notes, foreword, afterthought, or something like that. reading through what i've written so far, it does seem to me that the story has been dragged longer than what i had originally set out to write.

and yes, soulburnz, what i wrote somehow mirrored my experiences, although not everything is as written, ie some parts are real, some parts made up, i'll leave it up to you to decide whats real and whats not. maybe one day, maybe, i'll reveal all, but not now. it could go along with all those hollywood policies of 'based on a true story', where they get the original, twist and bend it until it becomes nothing recognisable from what really happened, except mine isnt so much 90% hollywood, 10%real.

music is an integral part of my life, you couldnt spot me alone without any form of music playing. at the every start of every part, i usually have a line from a song that reflects the mood of the story, or hint at what the characters feel at that stage in the story. its some sort of a spoiler. overall, what i really wanted to say in this entry is about the music. too bad about the copyrights law and what sort of ruling though. but i guess they cant say that i'm breaking the law by posting lyrics, cant they? if this story could have a theme song, i guess it would be a close fight between 3 songs. Damien Rice's The Blower's Daughter, Third Eye Blind's Deep Inside of You and Mayday's 温柔. all 3 meloncholic heartrending songs. but Damien Rice's The Blower's Daughter would perfectly fit the ending i have in mind.

p.s. i'm tempted to kill someone everytime i start to write another chapter in this story....hahaha....