chinese new year

chinese new year. that time where you get ang pows handed down to you. that time where you visit and see relatives whom you basically had no contact whatsoever for 355days. that time where you celebrate by eating lots of bak kwa, counting your ang pow money and then proceed to gamble them away. i guess i should be happy like everyone else.

i'm not a celebratory person. not sure if there's a word. i dont like celebrations. i dont like crowds. i dont like mixing with lots of people. i'd rather be alone. if there's ever 1 good thing to come out from smoking, its that i dont get squeezed around orchard road. hahah.

my whole family is in malaysia visiting relatives and i'm left alone at home, cos i didnt renew my passport. at least it saves me from the 2hr+ travelling time.