im too arsed to title this

guess its about time to update. then again, there's nothing much to update. everything's gone downhill faster than the 97 recession. family, career, finance, social life(or lack of). but then, i couldnt care less about this fucked up world.

speaking of family, i guess i've lost it. mom was the only one in the family i ever talked to, now she's taken from me. now, i feel like a non-paying rent tenant, or to put it bluntly, a freeloader. it feels like entering a house with 3 other strangers. i'm like the invisible man, not that i give a damn. truth be told, i never really felt like i belong to the family, even when mom was still with me. i guess i was, still is, and will always be the outsider.

career's a mess, so's finance, so screw these 2.

social life, never had one. unless you count the occassional drop to the watering spots. seems like i get the unwanted (and unwarranted) reputation of being a drinker/alcoholic. like i give a damn.

there, done....til next time....