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i am back. from a bout of flu, fever, sore throat, coughing, and what else you can throw into this volatile mix of biological irritants. well, actually, i'm just recovered from the flu and fever part. that explains why i havent been updating it for the past week. and throw in some duties...

now onto some updates.

actually, i cant think of anything to update. lying in bed all sweaty aint exactly been fun. other than that, nothing's really been happening. or at least, nothing of importance to me.

par·a·dox (pr-dks)n.
- One exhibiting inexplicable or contradictory aspects

sounds like me. sometimes, in fact, all of the time, i feel like i'm a paradox.

i'm perfectly fine alone, yet i yearn for some company.
i hate excercising, yet i'd jump at the chance to just play ball some time soon(again).
i dread death but i dont really like life either.
i'm introverted but i crave attention.

i must be the biggest question mark walking around these days...