i suck

i used to be good at something, now it seems as though i'd clearly forgotten what that something is. at least, that sounds better than saying the cold hard fact.

yes, i'm just another mediocre, run-of-the-mill average joe. in fact, i think the average joe would be better than me in most aspects. everything to me just seems to be a trend. i cant seem to focus on anything for long. whatever i do, i'll find myself losing interest in it after a while. could be a minute, could be a few days, months maybe. it'll be a surprise if anything holds my interest for a year.