dump

a little dump of nothings-of-whatsoever.

i am:

-21 approaching 22 this july, but feels like i'm at the other end of the life cycle.
-currently trying not to think about smoking, but it seems more and more difficult.
-perfectly fine all alone, yet can't seem to forget a person.
-a confused and complex person, yet with simple mind of thinking. (see what i mean by confused?)
-sane, though periodically goes through an insane and suicidal phase.
-stuck in the 80s to 90s. (i can't seem to proceed, all my music and influences seems to stop there)
-having a bad day everyday, yet seems to be alright.
-a quiet and introverted person, with some radical and outspoken views.
-still trying to find a sense of purpose in this so called life.

thats it for the dump so far, may add to this in the future...who knows