back pt2

finally...got my connection back...hurts my wallet and breaks my heart thought...

now i'm downloading songs like mad..making up for lost time i guess. but somehow, the 'net doesnt feel as familiar as i had expected. it seems absence doesnt really make the heart grow fonder...hahaha. i'm starting to drift away from the computer more and more these days, and no, its not due to the x box console (not enough money to buy new games). it seems as though the computer doesnt hold any interest for me anymore. in the past, it used to be 'my precious'. heavily modded and browsing through the net everyday to search for parts and upgrades, i couldnt wait for training to end or book out time just to use and mod my computer. nowadays, its just start up the com, load the songs into my shuffle, and then i'm pretty much clueless as to what i should do with it next. the games are old, and i've lost touch with the new games coming out or came out or whatever...

bleah, at least i got my dad's bike to take out and cycle when i'm at a loss for what to do..

speaking bout cycling, just took the bike out and cycled 2days ago. boy it felt good to stretch those legs after all the staffwork in the office. it ached at first but i guess it was due to long periods of strenuous inactivity. cycled from home to the small upslope of the serangoon garden community club (or at least what appeared to be) then downslope to boundary road, before going to upper serangoon road to hougang and then back home. it seemed a long ride but took only 45minutes. but the feeling of freedom and liberation was good. not a single care in the world, apart from the thought of a possible bus/car/truck knocking me down.

yeah, and 1 last thing.... i finally decided to quit smoking for the 3rd time...6days since i last touched one stick and counting....